When in doubt, have large hair and dark lipstick.

Evidetly, these past two days I've been one of those emotional wrecked angsty teenagers who can be giggly one moment and think of something "terrible" and begin crying. So after I got out a bubble bath, I decided to put my ipod on shuffle and this is what I learned absolutely cheers me up:
--Make your hair extra large because you've been infatuated with Hermione Granger lately
--Wear the darkest lipstick you have, wear it proudly and kiss your mirror
--Sing very loudly to every embarrassing song that comes up such as ones from Lindsay Lohan
--And, when love/relationship songs come on think about where everything could go
--When Gives You Hell comes on think about all the people who fucked you over and be proud to sing this with them in mind
--Be tempted to wear outrageous eyeshadow colors but figure out that if you do to see Up! later, you would definitely regret it
--Laugh at yourself when you're spinning in circles, dancing, putting on more lipstick, and adding more moose to your already fluffy hair

Anyways, here's a little quiz / fill in type of thing for all of you who read.

10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
1. I'm sorry for never giving you enough time, but the talks we have out in the garage mean so much to me.
2. Sometimes you're such an ass and I want to stop talking to you, but I just can't.
3. I wish that you would take a breather and realize some of the things you say.
4. I'm really glad we fixed some things up. But are you ever going to stay permanently?
5. Please, go look at yourself in the mirror--really look at yourself and tell me that you don't see who you are.
6. I always hoped that friendship would prevail all.
7. I'm so sorry that it seems like I don't give you enough time.
8. You'll never know how much of a brother you really seem to me.
9. Thanks for just being you, at all times.
10. I'll always have this thing for you, but I'll never let it ruin the friendship we have.
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9 Things people probably don't know:
1. No one really knows me unless they're a close friend. I'm not that shy.
2. I grind my teeth when I'm sleeping. It's due to TMJ, and my jaw hurts more than half the time.
3. I hate how people stress about their body, money, sexuality, status, life in general. Just love.
4. I didn't become passionate about Harry Potter till after the third movie.
5. I'm scatterbrained when I get excited about something I'm talking about.
6. I don't trust many people, maybe 8-10 outside of my family.
7. I miss how strong I used to be.
8. The only meat I eat is chicken.
9. I love the simplistic things in life.

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8 ways to win your heart:
1. Give hugs just because.
2. Make me laugh even when I'm crying.
3. Treat me well.
4. Let me be myself.
5. Be good to my friends and family.
6. Let me trust you, the real you.
7. Tell me a song or two that remind you of me.
8. Don't judge.
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7 awesome movies:
1. Billy Elliot
2. Rent
3. Thirteen
4. Charlie Bartlett
5. 10 Things I Hate About You
6. How To Deal
7. Running with Scissors

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6 things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Wash my face.
2. Put my iPod on shuffle.
3. Pick up my current book and read.
4. Turn over to face the window.
5. Think.
6. Hope.

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5 people who mean a lot:
1. My mom.
2. My dad.
3. My brother Maxwell.
4. My grandma Judy.
5. My aunt Heather.
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4 things you don't like:
1. Frogs.
2. Anxiety.
3. Broccoli.
4. Nightmares.

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3 things you like:
1. My close friends.
2. Hand surfing outside car windows.
3. Flickering lights.
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2 things you want to do before you die:
1. Change someone's life.
2. Write a novel that will inspire.
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1 confession:
I say I don't regret things, but honestly I do.